Monday, August 24, 2009
Haha. Finally the exams are over. Been mugging at the library. Seems so long since i've been there. Really bring back memories. But its nice to mug every once in a while. Keeps my head off other stuff. Too many stuff bothering me lately. Can't think straight and an old injuries acting up again. Just sucks.
But now its the holidays. And i honestly dunno what to do. I've a feeling that its gonna be boring again. Time to find a holiday job. Anyone want to go job hunting with me? Weather's really hot today. Stupid global warming...save the earth people. Don't wait till its too late...
"Let the music flow through your soul" ~Enrouge~
The Beat Comes On At 1:33 AM :)
I don't know what to say anymore.... Saturday, August 15, 2009
Girl u know i miss u so
I didn't u had to go
We've had enough of our distance babe
Before i had the chance to say
I'm staying with u...
For the rest of my life.
Don't keep telling me these words
U don't know how much it hurts
And I promise u
eternityIf u
promise me you'll staybut now its too late
I'm no longer the man
that I was.
I will go on without her
Like a fool who's too sure
I'm like a bird
who's lost her wings
A fire without its flame
I don't know how to be strongWhen my life has to move on
I am a song
without a soul
Now that she's gone
What's left of us
is this song...
This is how i feel...can anyone make me feel better?
I hope you would get my message if u read this.
Follow the bold, and one will never go wrong.
"It hurts whenever i think about u. Were we only meant to be frens?" *Enrouge*
The Beat Comes On At 10:04 PM :)
Life doesn't always go the way u want it to... Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Its been a long time since i've last blogged. And my tag board is pretty much dead i guess. But who cares... Alot has happened since the last time i blogged. For one, i'm beginning to have my doubts and insecurity. Call me paranoid, maybe i think too much. But that's how i've been feeling recently.
AS module is over. The last test was yesterday. And only then i realised, "I actually don't hate it as much i thought it did." But anyway, i'm glad that its over too. That means i will have one less module to face on the upcoming semester exams.
Watched GI Joe with Amanda. It was fun to meet up with old buddies again. Although it wasn't the entire group. Sometimes, just sitting down and chatting over a cup of coffee can be a good way to catch up and have fun. It was fun catching up with each others lives. And just talking about what we always did in the past. One thing's for sure though, both of us have changed in ways we never noticed. Its just strange, when time takes its toil on you and you don't feel a thing till others point it out to you.
Exams are just around the corner. And i'm studying like i did for Os again. Its time to head back to the library, except that now, i wouldn't be with my study group anymore. But maybe alone or with Amanda. I guess life can't stay at a constant forever. And we all move on while trying to hold on to the fragile past.
Life doesn't always go the way that people want them to. It always twists and turns around. And just when you thought that everything would be peaceful again, there's always something new to prove you wrong. To what i see, we all resolve around three things that we don't really think about: Past, Present, Future. We know that these three things exist. Yet how often do we actually pay attention to them? In my opinion, only when one is aware of the Past, Present and Future, can they actually start to get a grasp of what's precious and dear to them, only then will they start to treasure they're surroundings, and not take them for granted.
Past, Present, Future also revolve around something else as well. Something that we witness everyday, something that touches us, yet we cannot feel it. To some, it would be known as a fourth dimension. Time. Time passes us by everyday. With each passing day, we change little by little. One might not feel it. But its there. That's the one thing that people just don't take notice of. And take it for granted. But what we take for granted is one of the constants in this world. It is something that will never change. It is something that we will all lose to in the end, no matter how hard we try to fight it.
So why not just treasure the time with everyone around you right now? Why not just live everyday to its best? U never know what's it gonna be like for you tomorrow afterall. So why not just live it to the fullest?
~Jervis~
The Beat Comes On At 7:17 AM :)
