Thursday, July 30, 2009
To: You know who you are. =)
You said...
"thanks for believing in me,
thanks for supporting me,
thanks for being there everytime."
I say now...
That's the least i can do for you.
Its you who brings the colors into my sky.
My (R).
I believe in you, cause trust is everything, and i would trust you with my life.
I support you. Cause i must. Cause i made a vow to do so. Because i believe in what you do. That's why i want to support in what you think is right.
I am always there for you. Because i want to. If i am not there, how would i support you? I will always be watching over you. Be it at the sidelines, or openly. I'll always protect you to the best that i can.
Afterall, you're my (R), my twinnie, you're alot of things to me. Even if u do not know, just know now that you're the precious thing in my life that i have now.
~Jervis~
The Beat Comes On At 7:19 AM :)
Cold...Is winter approachin? Friday, July 24, 2009
Right now, i'm in school. ON A SATURDAY. WTH right? This is wad last minute work does to you. I still have to come back tomorrow. For ANOTHER project. And i'm hungry. Sucks. Wish projects would just be gone! And the library's air-con is freezing. But that' s not the point of this post i guess.
I've been pretty busy of late. Projects, tutorials, planning stuff. So i just wanna say this....
I'm sorry...For not spending enough time with u,
for not talking to u for so long.
I won't use "i'm busy" as an excuse,
cause i know it doesn't work.
I'm saying sorry cause i realised that,
I wasn't putting in much effort to talk to you.
Which is my fault.
So i do hope that you'll understand,
that it was not intentional.
That i realise my mistakes.
...
...
Am i too late to realise them?
"Guide me, rainbow. Guide me to the pot of gold at the end" ~Enrouge~
The Beat Comes On At 11:11 PM :)
" I will make a mortal more rare than fine gold, A man more than the golden wedge of Ophir" Isaiah 13:12 Monday, July 20, 2009
Nice title don't you think? And one that makes a person think as well. Just to be clear, this post won't be talking about the above title. The title just happened to be the first thing i saw when i opened the bible.
Now...for the real questions. I need u to take a deep breath, clear your mind...
Then ask yourself this questions...
1. What have you been doing with your life?
2. If you could go back to the past, what would be the one thing that you wanted to change?
3. Do you think that you are living life to the fullest?
I asked myself these questions, and realised that my answers were not really the ideal ones.
We only have this one life, so why do i see some people wasting it? Its just this one life that was given to you. No turning back, no second chances, why not live it to the fullest?
The fact that we were born to this world is rare by itself, as rare than fine gold, its worth more than all the riches in the world. So why do some people squander it away?
Everyone only has one body, but why is it that people are so willing to give parts of their bodies away? Why are they able to part with something so precious? For food? For money? Even if you were rich, what is the point if u are handicapped? That's my own opinion.
I feel that you should treasure life while you still can. It not as long as it seems. The luxury of living can be taken away from you in a blink of an eye.
I'm sure everyone knows the fragility of life, but not everyone remembers it until they lose something important. I'm sure everyone's had that before. And we would all ask the same questions "Why didn't i spend more time? If only i knew this was happening"... Realising all this after its over is too late...
Once its gone, its not going to come back......
So ask yourself those questions above, answer those questions, then find the flaws in your life. Its never too late to change, as long as u learn from your mistakes...
The Beat Comes On At 7:24 AM :)
When the rain touches my heart...a new melody shall be born... Sunday, July 19, 2009
Its gonna rain again...am i'm feeling super suckish. Turning all sad again. Life doesn't seem so bright when you're feeling that way....
Music...What is it to everyone? Is it something that everyone uses as a form of destress? Is it something that people just enjoy listening to? Something that you like because the person singing it is hot or handsome? Are your reasons for listening to music so trivial?....
I know that i might be in no position to say these thing. Afterall, everyone's perception is different. But i pains me when people say that music of the past just can't beat the music of the present....no offense to anyone...but what a joke that is...
Right now, if i would go out to the streets and asked him "Could you tell me the full name of Mozart?" chances are, i would get a stare, or if i'm lucky, i would get the answer "i dunno". But! If i asked "could you name me 5 songs that Avril Lavigne sang?" i would have no problem getting my 5 songs.
What are all teens turning into these days? What happened to the times when music was just music? With no vocal accopaniment, but still being able to express the feelings the composer felt to the people listening to it? Is pop, rock, heavy metal all that matters? Mozart, Haydn, Beethoven, the list goes on. But just how many do people remember these days?
Its just sad to see people forgetting the roots of music. The prodigies that wrote great music. Rather than your pop stars these days...
"Life just isn't the same without you...." ~Enrouge~
The Beat Comes On At 3:55 AM :)
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
So vexed, confused, angry, etc etc etc.....
Can't mum's stop nagging for once? This is so frustrating. She must even poke into my appearance. Its my looks, my life. Can't i just live it my way? Life sucks, and rocks.
Today's was lessons as usual lor. Nothing interesting. Lessons, break, practical, go home. Except that i met twin on my way to meet Chu. So she accompanied me to meet Chu. Then we headed down to the ambass room. It was quite fun there. Really high in there. Played tetris (i honestly sucked) and watched useless stuff on youtube (like how a guy is rejected when he tried to propose to the one he loves) but it was still fun chilling out after a tiring day.
Went to eat dinner with Jasmine and Chu Ling. Then went to the arcade to have some fun. Had to cab home in the end though. If not i would have reached home only at 11pm plus.
Broken pieces just form themselves again when i'm with you...
Everything becomes all clear...
"When there's will, there's a way" ~Enrouge~
The Beat Comes On At 8:58 AM :)
YLC 3. BEST OF THE BEST!!! Sunday, July 12, 2009
Back from camp! And i'm missing it already. All the SLs, all the cheers, everything about it! Its my first one and i'm glad i went. Anyone wan to sign up for the next one? Sms me!!!
To my dear campers: THANKS FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL 1st YLC!!! Enjoyed myself. U guys were really independent and are all future potential leaders! I love you guys. You all also taught me alot of stuff. I hope you all learnt as much i did!
To my fellow SLs: Thanks for taking care of me as the only year 1 in the group. We were totally high in the end! Which is good! Had alot of fun with you guys. I also had alot of valuble learning experiences from you guys! Thank you!!! I really love you guys! You guys are the best people that i can ever imagine!
Apache cheers are totally POWER! I think we totally rocked the house down! Hope that the next YLC i attend will be as good as this one!
P.S: In these 3 days, i realised...i could not survive without you...
"Everytime i look at you...i feel so lucky..." ~Enrouge~
The Beat Comes On At 5:27 AM :)
Monday, July 6, 2009
The title's a little hyper. Cause i'm feeling a little high rite now. Haha.
Today's CATS lesson was a breeze. Was hanging out at the library when i received a message..."Dear class, pls meet me 4 discussion in groups at level 3 library frm 1pm."... So coincidental!! Haha. I was practically right next to where i was going to have my discussion. And my discussion ended quite early. So we were released early. And we slacked there till i got hungry.
S&W was surprisingly boring today. (Since it is raining) Had to do laps, drills, and even had a THEORY lesson. THEORY LEH!!! Its S&W!!! There isn't supposed to be a theory thingy lor. Almost fell asleep.
After all my lessons ended, still cannot go home. But i dun mind la. POLY EXPERIENCE IS COMING UP!! So excited since its gonna be my first big event. But i'm also quite sad since HAC can't take part in it. (NVM!! LET'S SIGN UP FOR YLC 5 TOGETHER!!!) there's gonna be so many stuff to do. Things are gonna get really busy this week. Projects are flooding in. Lucky i still have someone to motivate me on. =)
Yesterday i saw a rainbow,
Today i saw an angel,
What surprises and blessings will tomorrow bring?
"Some feelings are special and can't be said merely by words, tat's how i feel now." ~Enrouge~
The Beat Comes On At 8:04 AM :)
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Wow. Its been long since i posted. And i know its a little late to say this. But...TRANSFORMERS 2 ROCKS!!! Haha. Totally packed with action. Haha. Never a dull moment.
Been feeling lost recently, totally dunno wad to do for school works or lessons.
Finally managed to clear my part of the ELTECH project. Although there's still some polishing up to do once everyone's submitted their part.
Totally CMI for CATS! I dun even know how to continue after the survey. Must quickly plan everything. And start to design on the "Ways to link NP"!
I'm not paying attention in class again. Sucks. So i don't really understand stuff. Especially Eng Mech AGAIN!!! I have to work harder this time. Trying to focus on something. And not to get distracted.
Everything just seems to be spiraling out of control...
BUT!!!!
I'm really happy right now! 05/07/2009. Is this date as special to me as it is to someone else?
"And it seems like a rainbow's appearing, a rainbow to brighten my sky" ~Enrouge~
The Beat Comes On At 5:12 AM :)
