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Are u gonna kiss me or do i have to lie to my diary (blog)

Thursday, June 25, 2009

My imaginary GF and i will be going to Tokyo tomorrow!!!! Looking forward to it! <3

So alike right? Hahaha! Thx amber for the photos

The Beat Comes On At 8:04 AM :)

~R-A-N-D-O-M-N-E-S-S~

Monday, June 22, 2009

Just felt like writing something down. Feeling real down all of a sudden...

Sometimes the end doesn't really spell the beginning.
And a beginning doesn't always have an end.
We were both born as twins.
So why is it that i got everything instead?
It just isn't fair!
And now u say that you're going away...
How am i suppose to accept the fact that my brother...
who has been in me for 17 years...
will leave me?
Maybe forever?
I can't accept that.
I still have not gotten to know you enough...
There's still so many things I WANT to ask...
so will you not deny me of this chance?
Just stay awhile...
everything will work out by itself...
everything will fall into place...
no problem cannot be solved...
...
...
...
...
..So please stay?...

"And the same things keep repeating themselves" ~Enrouge~

The Beat Comes On At 5:21 AM :)

Birthday Celebration with BFFs / T&B CAMP!!!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Hey!!! I'M OFFICIALLY 17!!!!! Cool right? Haha. Ok...first things first....

THANKS TO GAM AND CLAIRE FOR CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY!!! Actually, they celebrated it on monday. Cause i would be busy on tues and wed. But nvm. It was super fun.

Went to Vivo's Marche to eat. Ate till i was really full there. Haha. Funny how a sausage, a piece of not-so-big chicken and a potato thingy can make u soooooo full! Not to mention the crepe at the end. That was the best!!!

We went up to Mount Faber Park. I swear...THAT'S A TOP SPOT FOR EVERYONE TO GO!!!! ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT!!!! There are alot alot of stairs for you to climb b4 u can actually reach the top, and the best thing is...THERE ARE NO LIGHTS!!!! Cool!!! SOOOOOO we walked up there in pitch black darkness while Gam played some music. Sang most of the way there. But the view at the top was B-E-A-UTIFUL!!!!

We went to this place called The Diamond Club. BEST TOILET IN THE WORLD. SUPER CLASSY. And it was voted as one of the best toilets in the WORLD!! Its like better than your hotel and Changi Airport la. I could have slept there if i had a sleeping bag with me. Its cleaner and nicer than my room. They even had an aquarium!!! After that, we left the place and continued walking to this bridge. There was an awesome view on the way up! Anyway, we just sat there and TALKED. Until like 2.30 am before Claire's parents sent us home.

P.S: Really liked the presents guys!!! Thx!!!!

Part 2 (If you're not falling asleep already)

T&B Camp WAS A BLAST!!!!! Maybe at first i didn't really know anyone. But after time, we bonded really close!! Like a big family!

The first day was games from morning till night. Though the afternoon games part was more like knowledge for all of us new ambassadors!!! But they were all really fun!!! I was so hyper that when it was night, i couldn't sleep at all. Stayed up for MOST and chatted of the night. But managed to fall asleep in the end.

Woke up the next morning really tired. Haha. But nvm. Ate breakfast with the group. Then we went for a leadership workshop. It was then that i realised during the workshop that, "Wow. Ambassadors must really be perfect." Haha. The Cream-of-the-crop. The workshop was really cool. Entertaining. We did a personality test, and i realised that my personality type is RARE!!! ONLY 1.8% are the same as me. Muahahahaha!!!!

We had these PT (personalised tour) trainings after the workshop. After the training, I SWEAR TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE OTHER SCHOOLS AND COURSES IN NP!!!! Must work hard le.

But the main highlight of T&B Camp was the 2nd NIGHT DINNER!!!! Really fun!!! Had a blast. And we saw some pretty good performances. Mark WAS SO FUNNY!! But he really makes the effort in the stuff he does. Haha.

Honestly, I didn't wanna part during the 3rd day. But it was all ok. I learned alot from everyone around me during the 3 days. They all taught me different stuff. And i got to know them better. Guess i'm cant help but be in love wif NP Ambassadors and GROUP 3!!! We guys rock!!! The most PHOTOGENIC group. SAY CHEESE!!!!!

The Beat Comes On At 5:49 AM :)

No one's perfect.....

Sunday, June 14, 2009

I just don't understand how people think anymore. Its just too complicating for me i guess. Cant' we all just get along?.......

Sometimes...
I just need u to know.
That i ain't perfect.
That i dun always keep the promises i make.
You can be mad at me...
i know its my fault.
But i'm only human aren't i?
Although i hate to say it.
But there are also limits for me.
I'm not GOD
There will be times when i cannot be there for you.
But i just hope that you'd understand how i feel.
That although i may seem that i do not care,
or that i seen indifferent.
But inside...
its a different story.

What are promises?
Promises aren't all that kiddy.
Promises are links that will keep people linked together.
Links that over time do not break easily.
Some will say,
promises are meant to be broken.
But that doesn't mean that a promises are bad.
A promise is sacred,
a pact,
a bond.
So when a person breaks it,
there has to be a REASON for it right?

There are times when i don't really understand you.
But i don't expect you to understand me fully as well.
But that's the beauty of it.
We learn more about each other everyday...
and day by day,
the bonds grow stronger.
So don't close the door on me yet.
I may seem INSENSITIVE,
EVIL,
ANNOYING,
and alot of other BAD things.

But don't let me go yet.
Give me a chance to know more.
A chance so that one day...
We'll be the best pals...
or maybe more.

"I'm running so hard just to get to the finish line...but why does it still seem so far?" ~Enrouge~

The Beat Comes On At 9:57 AM :)

100 Truths

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Chocolate Milk
2. Last phone call: Chu Ling
3. Last text message: Xiao Yan
4. Last song you listened to: Sweet Impact - BoA
5. Last time you cried: I had forgotten?

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Dun think so? I dun really understand the question...
7. Been cheated on: No. Or at least i dun think so.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9. Lost someone special: Yes.
10. Been depressed: Yeah.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Drunk, yes. Thrown up, no.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Crimson
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yup. Lots and lots!!!
16. Fallen out of love: No.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah. Quite a few times
18. Met someone who changed you: Nope. Maybe in the near future?
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeah
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes?
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No. I'm pure!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: About 75%. Maybe more. Lazy to check
23. How many kids do you want to have: Not even sure if i wanna get married
24. Do you have any pets: No. Not after the last one.
25. Do you want to change your name: No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: A year ago....I forgot?
27. What time did you wake up today: 10.50am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Multi tasking (watchin anime, studying, listening to music, watchin BoA MVs)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Finish up my poly education and go to a good uni.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 5 minutes ago?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing much.
32. What are you listening to right now: Eat You Up - BoA
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Eh? No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: My eye.
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook
36. What's your real name: Jervis
37. Nicknames: Have alot. Which do u want?
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Monkey
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Elementary?: Naval Base Primary
42. Middle School?: Chung Cheng High School Yishun
43. High school/college?: Ngee Ann Poly
44. Hair colour: Black?
45. Long or short: Short
46. Height: 179-180cm? Not sure
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope. Or at least i dun think so
48: What do you like about yourself?: Huh? Eh.... happy-go-lucky attitude?
49. Piercings: None
50. Tattoos: None either. Maybe next time
51. Righty or lefty: Right

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: My left eyebrow. Primary 3
53. First piercing: Dun have
54. First best friend: In kindergarten. Darius
55. First sport you joined: Soccer
56. First vacation: Malaysia / Korea?
58. First pair of trainers: huh?

RIGHT NOW :
59. Eating: nothing.
60. Drinking: super ICED water
61. I'm about to: revise for exams next week
62. Listening to: Eat You Up - BoA
63. Waiting on: finish revising?

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: ehh... not sure
65. Get Married?: Not sure either
66. Career?: A pilot? Somewhere where i can be closest to the skies.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter?
70. Older or Younger: Somewhere around the middle
71. Romantic or spontaneous: A little bit of both?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both i guess
73. Sensitive or loud: Around the middle too
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship. Ain't that suppose to be obvious?
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both. Just a little bit of both

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: ehhhh....?
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes.
79. Sex on first date: NO!
80. Broken someone's heart: Dont think so? Dunno.
82. Been arrested: NO.
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Long time ago. But yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeah. Isn't that the start of a relationship?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes. I think...
87. Miracles: Hmmm. Depends?
88. Love at first sight: Yeah.
89. Heaven: No.
90. Santa Claus: No.
91. Kiss on the first date: No way.
92. Angels: Aren't i one already? JK! No. I dun beleive

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NO.
95. Did you sing today?: Nope. Not yet.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: NO.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Sec 2, Stop fooling around and stay in the top class.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Hmmm. Christmas?

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Perhaps perhaps perhaps. Let it be.
100. Posting this as 100truths?: YES.

Tagged (I'm only tagging 10 people, cause i cant possibly think of so many people!!!) :
1. Gamaliel Ma
2. Chan Shi Jun
3. Chermaine Yong
4. Shi Yin
5. Xiao Yan
6. William Hioe
7. William Goh
8. Steven Tham
9. Wen Xin Mei!
10.And whoever who wants to do it.

The Beat Comes On At 11:22 PM :)

EXAM WEEK!!!! AHHHHH!!!!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Hmmm. My first major common test in Ngee Ann has arrived!!!! Taaaaaaa Daaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! *trumpets blowing* ok. That's kinda lame. I just had my ENPS practical test yesterday! Think i did ok. Hopefully i can scrape up an A for it. Aiming to get high marks for my time at my poly. I chose my course, so its time to prove that i made the right choice!!!

Had my AS the other day. Super regret that i studied like hell for it. In the end, the paper only had 20 MCQs and 10 fill-in the blank questions. Worse thing is, i think i lost 1 or 2 marks. Damn sad. Was kinda aimin for full marks. But oh well, i have other stuff to do.

Thought i'd totally screw up fro ENPS. AND I HATE THE PERSON WHO DID THE PRACTICAL BEFORE ME!!!! That person F***ING went to disrupt my equipment la. I had to spend like half an hour just to figure out why i can't get a signal. !@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!@#$%^% wasted half an hour on the signal thingy, and ANOTHER half hour trying to figure out how i can measure my current for my circuit. Damn.... must work harder liao. LUCKY i managed to finish the paper (with some help of course)

I still have like 3 more papers to go till i'm done wif everything. Hopefully i'll be able to do well for all those. *fingers crossed* Back to studying then. Enough of slacking, there'll be enough time during the holidays.

CHIONG ARH!!!!!!!!

When there's a will, there's a way...
When there's NO will, WHERE'S THE WAY???!!!

"Sinking through a everlasting sea" ~Enrouge~

The Beat Comes On At 7:36 AM :)