where are those times now?
When i look at the three of you now,
i just feel that i just ain't part of the family now.
It feels as if bonds are breaking,
it feels as if i dun belong here anymore.
You take notice of me after prompting,
is that how it really should be?
You curse God at times as to why i was born,
but wasn't it you who made me so?
You made my past,
you control my present,
you determine my future.
Where is my freedom?
It was you who made me to the beast i am today.
A coward who has to put on many masks to run from reality.
A person who acts cheerful outside by yearns for real companions at heart.
A person who doubts everyone's intentions,
be it good or bad....
....
...
...
...and yet u still place the blame on me...
...and cursed the day u gave birth to me...
...
...Just wad am i?...
...What Am I To U?...
When my past is forgotten and my future untold...
When i can finally love and be loved again...
Perhaps that's when i shall truly be free...
Forgotten Musics...