Sunday, November 30, 2008
Sunday.... Woke up with beautifully red sunburns. Haha. But i had to pack my room today though. Super tired. But that's not the point. I was like goin through all my stuff today while packing my room when i thought "Wow! 4 years really flew by!" I can still vividly remember how excited i was to wear my new white school uniform and to enter my new school. To meet new frens, to start off afresh, and to open up a new chapter to my life. But now as i'm typin this post, that chapter has almost come to an end. I will never be able to walk down that path again. And as i see the finishing line for that chapter. I'm thinking "Did i make the right choices? Did i really make this 4 years worth remembering?" Till now, i honestly still have no answer to that question...
Throughout my 4 years, i have made new friends and lost old ones. Old ones like Vivian, Mei Ling. These friends accompanied me from primary school. But now when we see each other, we hardly acknowledge each other. Guess we have all moved on. I really regret not being able to hold on to those frenships. Somehow, i feel as if i have failed them. Man, i feel lik tearing... I have also made new frens though. Frens which i wish i would never lose. Frens lik Claire, Amanda, Gamaliel, Nick Lim, Next Team Crew, and many others. The list goes on and i can never finish mentioning everyone of them. Thx for all their support and contributions. No matter how small. Like playing soccer together, hanging out together. Or even just studying together. So thank u.
I would summarise my 4 years this way: my sec 1 and sec 2 years were BORING!!! No offence, but my class just wasn't united in many ways. Maybe i just couldn't fit in a class filled with hardworking people, or maybe our class was too busy studying that we hardly had time to bond. I dunno. (But i think it was the latter :P) But my sec 3 and sec 4 years were more eventful. Though it wasn't that bonded too, at least it was more noisy and was always bounded the not wanting to break rules. It was more fun. And i met two amazing people whom i can say made my school life more worth it. Gamaliel and Claire!!! (Trumpets blaring) Haha. I would say that those two really changed my life to an extent.
I also realised one thing. U might think that u had alot of frens in school. But the test really comes is when its the holidays. If u guys are still in contact that is. I have lost contact with many frens now. Haha. But also got to know new frens too. (Guess its always like this, u win some, u lose some) Here's a list of frens that i feel have made my holiday the best so far: Claire, Gamaliel, Amanda, Rachel, Chu Ling, Amirah, Shi Yin :p , Sebastian, Ee Ting. U guys really rock. You've made my holiday a blast so far!!! I'd really hate to lose contact with u guys.
I'll be ending off here i guess. I have to go eat dinner already. Haha. ok then. Till the next time. Cya...
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